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It’s incredible how fast the internet can spread something from one small city to the entire nation… 

May justice be served, but please in a much more respectable way than what is currently being done. 

In my opinion, spitting on people is rude as shit. Let’s focus more on the larger issue at hand and stop harming those who were not even involved. 

Wow, today has surely been a day for success for a LOT of people. As I’m browsing on FB during my study breaks, I see so many people getting accepted for jobs, internships, or other accolades. So to you, I say CONGRATS :) I’m ecstatic for you all!

But then I just sit here and wonder when will I get my break.. 

I guess patience is key. I can’t wait until I finally get something towards my future. I just can’t wait..

Internship maybe..? Volunteering..? At this point, I feel so behind my peers… but hopefully the wait will be worth it! 

Failure is eminent. I guess it’s how you deal with it that makes you into a success. 

I’m hoping it all works out for me…. this has been a quarter full of rejections and not so great grades. 

At the end of the day though, I blame myself so much for not doing as well as I should have, for not doing as well as I know I can… but ultimately, for settling. 

I’ve heard that you should never settle in life. I guess whoever said that is one successful person. Well, at least happy with where they are.

Wow, every year comes and goes. So much has happened this year and I am blessed to have wonderful people surround me through it all.

I’ve met a lot of amazing people from the greek life, circle k, water polo, work, and school.

I’ve experienced new things like gamble at a casino, drive to SF, live on my own, and celebrate leap day at disneyland.

Every year, life just keeps getting better. There’s always those high moments when everything just works out, all aspects of your life are content. For me, that’s when academics, finances, friends, family, health, boyfriend, and clubs are all at a good standing. But then there’s those low times when all you want to do is hide and get away from all the problems. When it gets to those times, the only thing that keeps me moving is the light at the end of the tunnel. I’ve had to look forward to that light a lot this past year but regardless, I’m glad to have everything happen to me in 2012. 

Thanks to all my friends that have gotten me through tough times, to all my friends who help me out when I need you the most. Thanks for trying to understand when my issues aren’t really clear. 

I hope.. we can all forgive and forget and start new. Though it is just a year is really an arbitrary time, hopefully we can just start fresh. 

I’m blessed to have the people in my life, may all your lives be just as blessed.

Cheers to a new year and a new you! 2013 let’s ring it in!

At this point, I’m just emotionally exhausted and sometimes I really don’t know what to do..

My gpa continuously drops per quarter… yet I still want to declare a double major in psych. Wtf is wrong with me..x______x

I’m emotionally torn and exhausted…

This week is the first time that I’ve actually admitted to putting too much on my plate… it’s a rare occasion but it’s true :[ 

Now what to do after I’ve admitted defeat? Not too sure yet.. we’ll see I guess. D:

So tomorrow I will officially become a pledge for sigma kappa. They don’t call it a pledge… But I forgot what the real term is. I cross somewhere in mid November..I’m ecstatic (;

Annndddd He just became a pledge for phi delta theta. So happy for him! however… Idk how this is going to work if we are both busy with pledging..

Starting a relationship by not spending time together? Hopefully it’ll work out… It’s just one quarter.. Can’t be that difficult right?

The start of my second year in college, I’ve got a lot accomplished from what I initially wanted to do when I started but I still have so much left to do. 

I want some type of ASUCI experience, probably under student services.. actually definitely under student services. This can come later on but I definitely want to do it.

I still want to pledge, but as recruitment is getting closer and closer I’m getting a lot more nervous to actually do it. Paying for recruitment pretty much ensured that I was for sure going through the process, something that I was leaning toward but wasn’t exactly certain. 

I want to get more involved with the Pre Vet club because I want to actually progress toward my future goal… 

I want to not procrastinate on my 8 hour quota for volunteering at the animal shelter.

I want to become one amazing interfam cobig. I’m hoping that I’ll have time and the money to give my littles the best first year like Michael and Anthony and Sarina gave to me.

Oh academics.. haha I want to get on the dean’s honor list at least once this year… and to boost my GPA up to at least a 3.2.. :/

I probably won’t be able to accomplish all these things but sure is worth to try. I’ll end up disappointing myself but it happens.. I just want to end the year thinking that I tried all I could to the best of my ability. However, I know that I have a bad habit of putting too much on my plate even when it’s already overflowing.

Wow, Officially paid for Panhellenic Fall Recruitment…. Finally did it!